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Been almost a month since i started work in Citibank. Now I'm known as TzeLing in Citibank -_-! Cos there's another ger named Eileen & my boss dun wan any confusion so asked me to use my chinese name (cos tat Eileen gt confirmed b4 me...) Got lots of things that I needa learn... Now I know y they need to have a 6-mth probation period...!

The graduation ceremony is scheduled on the 13th of July... Excited to see everyone going on to the stage & receive their diploma or for some, prizes... Tat's iT! I'm GRADUATING!

24th July is approaching... Nearing as each day passes... (*hinting*) :P

Been almost 2yrs since I was last attached... :> Fast ehh... I think i grew up quite abit (both physically & mentally) haha... Totally enjoyed the 2-year singlehood, unlike my best buddy who is always attached frm the day i know her.. haha... Someone asked me recently, why i dun wanna get attached... hmm... good question...! The answer lies in, I just cant seem to stay committed for long since tat last relationship... I suppose...

I also wanna have someone in my life! But there isn't anyone who can give me tat confident... Tat's y.. ;> But I hope that this wun last too long... :P

I Am...

You Are 20 Years Old

20 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

For DaD

Fathers are wonderful people
Too little understood,
And we do not sing their praises
As often as we should...

For Fathers struggle daily
To live up to their "image"
As a protector & provider.

And perhaps that is the reason
We sometimes get the notion,
That Fathers are not subject
To the thing we call "emotion".

But if you look inside Dad's heart,
You'll find he is sentimental
And as "soft" as he can be...

Fathers are wonderful
In a million different ways,
And they merit loving compliments
And accolades of praise.

For the only reason Dad aspires
for fortune and success
Is to make the family proud of him
And to bring them happiness...

Source: An email from Citigroup
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Felt very lucky & blessed to have such a nice Dad, not forgetting my Mum as well... If not, there wun be ME!! In the family, my Dad is a peace-maker while my Mum is the strict one (always lecturing us)... But i guess this is the way the family should work... One is 'soft' & the other is 'hard'... If not, i think i will be a super spoil brat by now.. :P

Wanna thx them for the 20yrs of bringing me up... Though i may be super stubborn & seem uncaring towards them at times, I still love them!! (I don't express this with words like "I love u Dad/Mum.. Cos I'm not gd with words, u see... :P)

nOt toDay

Wednesday, mid-week.

TOday jus isn't the day for me... Nothing seems to go correct... First, it's at work; i cant seem to rem the things tat my mentor teach me... WHen she asked me to show her the steps required to do a certain task, i was sort of like "huh, how to do?" haizz... Duno wat the heck m i doin... :<

Second, driving lesson @ BBDC... Learnt U-turn & roundabout today... The instructor doesn't seems as friendly as the ones b4... But this really bothers me... Cos when he taught me jus nw, i felt tat he is like impatient & perhaps thinking, "how the hell did u clear the stages infront & come to learn u-turn"..

Mayb i was thinking too much, i hope... But all the -ve thoughts jus flow into my mind... People jus dun seem to b patient w me... I jus seem unable to rem things; my brain seems kind of useless (cant rem things well...)

TrOub|ed

Jus had lunch, still slacking around... But starting work soon again... Dun like today cos it's monday..!

Went for church ytd (as usual) & went for the soccer match they had against Zion Living Streams at Marina Bay... THey got keith to play for them the last min.. haha.. The game ended 5-1.. We WON!!!!

Talked to Keeeefy online last nite, was feeling quite sian recently... haha.. Duno y too... So jus complained to him lorr.... But i didn wanna 'fan' him too much with my stuff, so went to zzzzz...

Left the com on till this morning, saw his msg... He said the reason y i feel so sick of life was probably i had not much purposes/objectives/goals/blah blah... Ya, perhaps this is the reason... So that really led me thinking...

n|te cYclinG

This week passed rather fast... Maybe it's becos I get to learn something new each day, making life in the office easier to pass... hehe...

I also got a temporary desk on weD, will be seated there for at least another 2-3 months, till about Sept ba... My seat is facing the window, overlooking the other offices tower... Not a bad seat though, jus that the working space is kind of small... hehe... Anyway, I wun be handling the work on my own yet, so i guess it doesn't matter if i gt a big desk or small one... hehe... :>

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Jus got home not long ago from my church de annual nite cycling... Gonna go slp like mad later... -_-! This year nite cycling wasn't as tired as last year's... But i got injured! haiz -_-!!

It happens like this: We were all cycling on a straight road, somewhere near the airport... Then i wanna overtake my fren infront, so i jus speed up a little to his rite side... Never did i expect that he will turn out to the rite eitheR!!! O h h h h h m y y y y y....! U can guess wat happens next... I collided into his bike, but i duno y i would fell off mine... -_-! The next thing i noe, I was already on the ground le... Felt a sharp pain in my rite elbow, but it's ok... Jus a little scratch... They tot i will not carry on le, but I insisted to carry on the ride.. hehe...

On the way back to east coast, it was Rebecca's turn to fall... -_-! I was behind her when i saw her fall off her bike... She bump into the bike infront of her... Another guy as well... hehe... Poor her... She scratch her rite knee, quite a serious one, i guess... cos the bleeding wun stop... -_-

So they got her into the church van and the rest of us continue the ride back to east coast...

All in all... I think this year's nite cycling is really accident prone... esp for the gers... -_-! The guys seems ok! O ya, Keith cant complete the ride also becos he suddenly gt a stomach discomfort.... Duno wats wrong also... haizzz..

Bor|ng SaT

Life hasn't been so bored b4!! -_-! Today is saturday, there is no work... Tot there will be programmes... haiz, but nonE! Jingwen asked me go clubbing tonite... But it's with her frens, so i didn wanna go...

Slept pretty much throughout the whole of today... Cos there's nothing for me to do! Started to learn abit of work ytd from my mentor... Hope next wk will be more of this learning session... :>

Oh ya, saw James Lye le...!! hoho... Cos i was going to the toilet, then purposely walk pass his dept, then saw his name tag!! lolx... His table is along the corridor, so it was easy spotting him...!

Watchin TV now, didn noe wat to do... Not much people online too... Guess gonna get dinner later.. But i am not hunGry! Jus too bored, haha.... Trying to look for things to do...

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

1st dAy @ Citigroup

Quite a slack day at work today... Reached the reception at 8.30am sharp... But one of the permanent staff there pick us up at only 9.00am... -_-!!

Met Agnes at the office & she did the introduction to some 80 colleagues at one go... Oh my... Do u think i can remember all of theM!? ya la, only managed to remember those pretty ones & of cos handsome ones.... :P

Nothing much to do after the introduction... THere were no extra seats for us, so we had to sit at those empty seats of the staff who are on leave for the day... Oh ya, there is this "Coffee Stall" IN the office itself... You might call it a pantry, but it really is a coffee stall... Reason being, there's actually someone selling drinks, snacks & lunch there... Oh my... Wat a concepT!!

Today, there were 3 newcomers, me, another eileen & joAnne... So you see, I've to be known as Tze Ling... -_-! wat a funny name... hmm, i mean, when i intro myself "Hi, I'm Tze Ling"... So fuNny!!! haiz~~ I can no longer respond to the name "Eileen"... Actually, i LOVE my namE!! lolx...

So the 3 of us practically surf the net the whole day, but not for our own stuff... We were looking thru the company's intranet, looking at their org chart, products blah blah... Lunch came, & Agnes (our bosS) treated us to a French cuisine!! woah woaH!

Realised during our lunch conversation tat James Lye is working in Citibank too! Oh mAn!!! YES!!! ANd it's in the same Department as me!!! aRG!!!! But he is in another team la.... Couldn't get to see him today... Might "hunt" for him tml... hiek hiek~~